writing is fun fun!

ive decided that i want to make writing a part of my career, since it's something i can stand to do all day provided i have something to write about. now i just gotta figure out how i can still play games (having fun at the same time) and i'll be set.

mono, mono, go away. oh, you're going away? greeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaat, thanks. (in the voice of the boss from office space, because he sucks).

music: had an audition this weekend. saw that abby girl again. she was attached to me. she said i smelled nice and i wasnt even wearing cologne. and she was still extremely cute. and still a little suspicious, in a way that i'd be a millionaire if i could explain. i told her that she can just call me. letting cool things happen without going to any effort is always fun.

and i saw megan, who also got mono (and got over it), and who was very nice, understanding, etc. was very cool seeing her.

then im walking down the sidewalk, and these girls drive out of arlington high and shout out 'you're so hot!' i had a fun day. really, i did.

oh, yeah. i made the choir. 8th chair out of like 80 people. or so abby said.

god, why am i even thinking about this girl? i know shes not good for me. i want a certain someone to simply take her body. that would make me super-duper happy. so happy that i'd cry, which is something that that certain someone has made me do before.

but shes sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute.

well, i felt it was about time to start writing again, and as always i'm far too lazy to do any actual coding, so i'll just stick to the ol' blogger for a while. maybe i'll tinker with the colors or graphics or something to make it look pretty.

ah, the number of truly brilliant ideas that have gone to waste because i haven't been writing.

sickness: i have mono. not from kissing anyone, even. i have a smorgasbord of symptoms, and i think some voodoo guy in the caribbean is rolling a pair of dice to see which ones i'll wake up with each morning.

school: what a pain in the ass. every day is a separate struggle, with nothing connecting things from day to day. sometimes i forget why i'm even there.

games: good old quake really is home, i guess. joined a capture the flag team, went to quakecon, had a great time, and playing the game on a regular basis with the coolest bunch of DDR lovin' freaks i know.
DDR = dance dance revolution. learn it. love it.

warp: we are reasonable people. the name of the aforementioned capture the flag team. composed entirely of players from texas, and by far the most fun i've ever had playing quake. having cool teammates rox my sox.

girls: yeah, so that abby chick is out of the picture. i didn't think of it much at the time when she asked what kind of car i drove. later, i realized that women give themselves away by the kinds of questions they ask right after meeting a dude. and since i'm back in school, i am once again convinced that i go to school with mostly a large mass of snobby, stuck-up, generally bitchy girls. there are a few exceptions, but there are no heroes.

the world's population distribution is as follows: 50% female, 49% male, 1% undecided/unknown. if there are 3 billion females, why is it as hard as it is to find a girl who's just what you're looking for?

and on that topic, is it so much to ask for a girl who's nice, cute, smart, caring, funny, not easy, and doesn't drink too much? :~(